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meh.

uncensored.

gurgurgur.
i just HAD to do this.
ugh.
any comment..
tag, MSN or personally talk to me.
please.
so to start off, this is th uncensore & edited version of my blog post today. (on my public blog.)
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ugh.
damn you, Maan.
frankly, as much as i'm curious and a bit, darei say it, jealous abt their sudden closeness,
i didn't really needed to know th part abt me.
sure, it's expected of Daboy to say tht but still.
practically anything tht comes out of his mouth, scars.
it's been too long since i've felt this again.
and i didn't even want it in th first place.
gawrsh.
he's just a friend.
..tht i once liked. xl
so it hurts.
i dont want to care.
but why am i always dragged into this.
i want out.
i dont like him anymore so.. i won't care.
but seriously, tht freaking hurt.
didn't y'all see how i practically ignored th whole conversation yesterday ?
i was wearing earphones please.
i didn't want to listen.
why ?
you guys should have known right ?
why ask a stupid question when i've confided to most of you ?
okay, Eos wasn't even trying to join th conversation.
which is why i love her for tht. (:
but Maan, Danna, AteMae..
sigh.
i love you guys and all but.
s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y. =.=
did you have to always make it a point tht i had liked him ?
honestly, tht was so last year ago.
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i just realized tht this may be why i had a freaking headache yesterday.
i need a confidant right now. T-T
my heart isn't hurting but..
i'm still depressed.
it was a reflex, yes.
i would have said th same thing, i admit.
but i'm still pissed of by it.
why were you two talking abt me in th first place ?
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by two i mean, AteMae&Daboy. =.=
appreciated tht Maan let me know abt this.
i dont really like it when ppl talk abt me behind my back. =.=
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these informations must be kept within th blogger & th reader.
i mean it.