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yo. ellaine!mae is here. yup, it's her blog. she likes GREEN, screwdrivers and her friends. (L)



meh.

woo.

yupyup.
i love my banner. :D
find me in th sites if you dare. :p
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anyway.
main reason why i decided on a private blog.
my parents read my blog.
seriously.
they know tht i've been sleeping in class.
well, tht just suck, yeah ?
hm.
oh well.
i wont really care anymore.
i know i've posted a few posts recently but it's on purpose.
they should know tht th exams are stressing me up,
and i've been doing my very best.
hmpf.
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ohohoh.
what do you think of my banner & icon ? (x
i was too lazy to change overall layout luh. =.=
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i blame th guys.
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Geography was a breeze.
wee~
i'm completely satisfied with this.
my first piece of paper is like, damn nice leh. :D
somemore, i wrote 17 lines of answer for a 4 marks question.
i laughedoutlouddd when i realized tht.
achievement~
pays off to memorise everything.
even though it was just land supply tht I focused on,
i still remembered some facts abt pollution so i managed. :D
must thank everyone who answered my question and tested me. :D
now, if only th rest of th papers are this breezy.
i have a dooming feeling tht i might fail a subject or two. T^T
well, it isn't really my first time in failing.
but tht was only once and by one mark, can ?
i got depressed then. ):
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bloody hell.
my arm is like, duper pain can ? =.=
from th elbows up to my shoulders.
yup, both arms.
and i'm blaming th guys for this.
seriously, please.
they challenged me at arm wrestling.
yes, both arms.
managed to own some some of them. LOL.
but th price is, achingachingaching arms.
wtf luh.
i obviously couldn't defeat all of them right ?
NCC ppl leh.
hell, they even wanted their senior to take on me.
seriously.
i felt like a guy there.
and everybody was like, cheering for me. (?)
funny yet weird.
but it was hilarious when i saw their losing faces.
laughoutlouddd.
now let's list all th ppl tht have caused me this pain:
- Daryl. (NCC)
- JunHao. (NCC)
- Liguo. (NCC)
- Glen. (NCC)
- Johnson. (NPCC)
- Hadi. (NPCC)
- Marcus. (Drama. LOL.)
(think tht's all bah.)
they used NCDCC as an excuse for me, i think. =.=
ZzZ.
wont mention you i owned. LOL.
somemore it's only like once for each. (?)
funny~
they wanted revenge, omg. xD
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enough abt tht.
thankyousomuch to Lizhen who has been cheering me up constantly. (:
thankyousomuch to AteMae for listening to me. (:
thankyousomuch to -AHEM & -AHEM for walking all th way to LimbangPark with me. (:
thankyousomuch to Arbie for making me happy. (a bit and in an odd way. LOL.) (:
thankyousomuch to my reviewers who've been supporting me, wishing me luck on my exams and greeting me a (very) early birthday. (:
thankyousomuch to just abt anyone who talked to me. LOL. (:
let's clap for special mentions. :D
clapclapclap. :D
hm. i just realized tht i'm having 3 days of no school.
...
let's make up for tomorrow by going to UncleMax ! :D
heheh. i want th desserts~ (x

uncensored.

gurgurgur.
i just HAD to do this.
ugh.
any comment..
tag, MSN or personally talk to me.
please.
so to start off, this is th uncensore & edited version of my blog post today. (on my public blog.)
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ugh.
damn you, Maan.
frankly, as much as i'm curious and a bit, darei say it, jealous abt their sudden closeness,
i didn't really needed to know th part abt me.
sure, it's expected of Daboy to say tht but still.
practically anything tht comes out of his mouth, scars.
it's been too long since i've felt this again.
and i didn't even want it in th first place.
gawrsh.
he's just a friend.
..tht i once liked. xl
so it hurts.
i dont want to care.
but why am i always dragged into this.
i want out.
i dont like him anymore so.. i won't care.
but seriously, tht freaking hurt.
didn't y'all see how i practically ignored th whole conversation yesterday ?
i was wearing earphones please.
i didn't want to listen.
why ?
you guys should have known right ?
why ask a stupid question when i've confided to most of you ?
okay, Eos wasn't even trying to join th conversation.
which is why i love her for tht. (:
but Maan, Danna, AteMae..
sigh.
i love you guys and all but.
s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y. =.=
did you have to always make it a point tht i had liked him ?
honestly, tht was so last year ago.
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i just realized tht this may be why i had a freaking headache yesterday.
i need a confidant right now. T-T
my heart isn't hurting but..
i'm still depressed.
it was a reflex, yes.
i would have said th same thing, i admit.
but i'm still pissed of by it.
why were you two talking abt me in th first place ?
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by two i mean, AteMae&Daboy. =.=
appreciated tht Maan let me know abt this.
i dont really like it when ppl talk abt me behind my back. =.=
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these informations must be kept within th blogger & th reader.
i mean it.