welcome

yo. ellaine!mae is here. yup, it's her blog. she likes GREEN, screwdrivers and her friends. (L)



meh.

talk.

I want next weekend to come faster.

The first step, would be for me to get back on the right track. Dwelling would only make things worse. I'm slowly recovering. I can feel it. But I have to keep it going first. I don't want anymore rapid moodswings. If not, I'm seriously gonna ask my parents for a check-up. I looked up bipolarity in Wikipedia and it's scarily me. Maybe a few mood stabilizers might help me. I have to make sure that when I promise to be happy, I'll keep it. So I believe that this should be my first step. Please bear with me.

I want to do things my way this time, without anyone's influence.