I really hate this feeling. I wish I didn't have it in the first place. I let my guard down. I didn't listen to everyone around me. And then.. I was struck in my most vulnerable state. Where it hurt the most. You know what's the interesting part? I wouldn't have realized it if all these happened. Maybe it wouldn't have even developed. But what's done is done now. All that's left to do is move on. It'd be wrong to hope, knowing him.

Seriously. Thank you so much, Lizhen. For the information, the reality-check and, of course, talking to me about the whole thing without teasing me.

I really hate this feeling. I wish I didn't have it in the first place. I let my guard down. I didn't listen to everyone around me. And then.. I was struck in my most vulnerable state. Where it hurt the most. You know what's the interesting part? I wouldn't have realized it if all these happened. Maybe it wouldn't have even developed. But what's done is done now. All that's left to do is move on. It'd be wrong to hope, knowing him.

Seriously. Thank you so much, Lizhen. For the information, the reality-check and, of course, talking to me about the whole thing without teasing me.