You know, maybe I am genuinely lonely. I never find a day, anymore, that I can post about happy things. Sometimes, I wish i was hurt so badly that all my emotions would shut down. That way, I can never feel hurt ever again. There really are times when I wish something like that would happen. I've already given up. And I don't feel the least guilty about it. "It takes 2 hands to clap", anyway. I've been that one hand, constantly swinging around trying to find the other and looking majorly stupid. Now, I've had enough. Seems you're contented enough, anyway. There's no point in asking something that you know you won't like the answer. I'm tired of taking the first step. No, I'm not gonna shut you out of my life. Yeah, I'll acknowledge you. Yeah, I won't ignore you.

You know, maybe I am genuinely lonely. I never find a day, anymore, that I can post about happy things. Sometimes, I wish i was hurt so badly that all my emotions would shut down. That way, I can never feel hurt ever again. There really are times when I wish something like that would happen. I've already given up. And I don't feel the least guilty about it. "It takes 2 hands to clap", anyway. I've been that one hand, constantly swinging around trying to find the other and looking majorly stupid. Now, I've had enough. Seems you're contented enough, anyway. There's no point in asking something that you know you won't like the answer. I'm tired of taking the first step. No, I'm not gonna shut you out of my life. Yeah, I'll acknowledge you. Yeah, I won't ignore you.