Today was a bad day. Not the worst, but definitely bad. And it's about petty stuff too. But even though it's petty, I still can't talk about it to just anyone. Which brought me to thinking, "There are some things that I can't tell you, but there are MORE things that only you can know and understand". Sad, really. Now I can't talk these petty things out. Oh well, gotta move on with life.

You knew something was wrong with me. I know you knew. Everybody else around me came to me and asked what was wrong. You, of all people, know. Yet you showed no concern. I know you wouldn't ask me, especially with all the people around. But I do know that you would have at least sms-ed or called about it. Everything's screwed up now, isn't it? Maybe what I last said to you on the phone was true. "I don't know you anymore".

I'm taking slow and easy steps. It might take longer for me to recover, but at least I won't risk falling down and hurting myself more, again and again. And, who knows? Person might catch up with me and turn me back around, to restart a new beginning.

Today was a bad day. Not the worst, but definitely bad. And it's about petty stuff too. But even though it's petty, I still can't talk about it to just anyone. Which brought me to thinking, "There are some things that I can't tell you, but there are MORE things that only you can know and understand". Sad, really. Now I can't talk these petty things out. Oh well, gotta move on with life.

You knew something was wrong with me. I know you knew. Everybody else around me came to me and asked what was wrong. You, of all people, know. Yet you showed no concern. I know you wouldn't ask me, especially with all the people around. But I do know that you would have at least sms-ed or called about it. Everything's screwed up now, isn't it? Maybe what I last said to you on the phone was true. "I don't know you anymore".

I'm taking slow and easy steps. It might take longer for me to recover, but at least I won't risk falling down and hurting myself more, again and again. And, who knows? Person might catch up with me and turn me back around, to restart a new beginning.