screwdriver. (L)

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yo. ellaine!mae is here. yup, it's her blog. she likes GREEN, screwdrivers and her friends. (L)

meh.

note to self.

tht was so sweet of him, right ? (:
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thankyouthankyouthankyou once again.
i seriously appreciated th chat and th advice. (:
even though it made me think so much tht i didn't fall asleep.
at all.
and yeah.
umiyak ako.
damnit, right ?
though it was only at arnd 2(?) tht i broke down.
so yeah, th talk with you had both positive & negative sides.
ZzZ.
too bad i didn't get to save it in th com.
it's not everyday tht you'd willingly chat with me.
and offer me advice. (:
oh.
and once again, good luck for exams & O levels. (:
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yup.
i really think tht sooner or later, i might have to choose.
not an easy decision.
i mean, i'd rather have both sides make-up rather than this.
but one side IS wrong, so idk.
i dont want to take sides, YET.
i'm gonna save tht up for when it counts th most.
ohgarwsh.
i hate these things.
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i've lost total and utter confidence, so far.
i might have gotten an F9, on comprehension.
along with th rest of th class.
except for one, who got an E8.
depressing, once again.
though i'm happy tht i didn't fail my geography. (:
but my first ever total failure, even though it's just on comprehension.
i'm not confident enought in my summary.
true, i worked hard on it but not everything can be obtained through just hard work.
damnit.
i need a serious stress reliever, as soon as Math paper2 ends.
TO UNCLEMAX WE GO !
hoping there's dessert tht day. (x