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meh.

PMS.

my eyes feel so dry.
did i really cry tht much ?
worse, i was caught crying.
fine, my brother long knew i was crying.
he went out of th room, for goodness sake.
so i guess he deserves brownie points for tht.
and AteCaren didn't push it with th questions.
you really shouldn't provoke a PMS-ing woman.
i'll bitch at you like crazy.

so why didn't i just bitch and bitch on th phone ?
'cause i was PMS-ing.
and i'm moody when i'm PMS-ing.
i don't care if this is a personal matter.
PMS-ing is a valid reason to me, any day.
so i was keeping quiet with occasional replies in front of th com.
then i started crying.
which was a horrible thing since th com was in th living room.
i couldn't take it so i logged off and climbed up to my bed.
bluffed an excuse to end th conversation and high-tailed it to talk to ShiYun.
i couldn't even make one sentence.
i just kept crying and sobbing and those shit.
she says tht half of th reason i was crying endlessly was because i was PMS-ing.
i laughed. hahah.
because it was true.
after talking to her, i quickly looked for chocolate.
why ? it's comfort food like ice cream, popcorn and frappes.
then th worse thing happened.
th phone started ringing.
and i din't know wht to do with it.
so i gave it to Dynel to answer but he didn't want to. D:
eventually, th ringing stopped luh.
and thankfully, no call-backs.
so now, my comfort-anything is listening to new songs from new albums.
i seriously need to buy them.

i don't feel like coming to school early.
i'm gonna camp out in th canteen and splurge on chocolates tht i'll buy.
and finish up history, of course.
good thing, tomorrow is canteen duty.

i am a human.
i make mistakes.
i acknowledge those mistakes.
i regret those mistakes.
i deserve those scoldings.
but i'm a PMS-ing human.
i get stressed easily.