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yo. ellaine!mae is here. yup, it's her blog. she likes GREEN, screwdrivers and her friends. (L)



meh.

habit.

flailing my arms about,
when i'm angry or excited while saying something,
is a HABIT.
i know it looks stupid, but i can't really make it stop.

information overload.
i can't help but to feel a bit guilty.
DON'T HIT/SCOLD/KICK ME !
it's a natural thing for me, i guess, to be worried.
but it's like, if you get me angry for more than 4 days,
all th things you've told me would be revealed, i don't.
i didn't mean it to be like tht.
i was just super pissed, okay ?
i feel like i've backstabbed and betrayed him.
and tht i wasn't trustworthy.
but at th same time, i feel glad to get it off my chest.
no more lies to cover him up.
my mind is so screwed up now. ):

okay, enough depressing stuff.
SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D
LAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :D
TEEHEEEEEEEEEEE. :D

canteen duty is screwed up today. _l_
yup, tht's a middle finger. :D
there were like, TONS of latecomers so we let half of them go.
but there were still a lot of latecomers, esp. sec1s.
so we were stuck there until IT lesson started.
IT was damn fun luh. HAHAH.
conver again after we've done our work. :D
today was with ShiYun, Faith, Daryl, Benjamin, Glen & JieMing.
JieMing kept spamming crap until my com lag.
then my whole internet shut down.
twice one leh.

Glen and HongRong were being complete idiots today.
maths lesson, idk wht they doing luh.
basically they were just rowdy.
and th fact tht Shytface was so near,
made me turn my chair to their direction and do th math work,
on HongRong's table.
english lesson was worse luh, omg.
they freaking kept playing with a piece of eraser.
...
don't ask, please.
free period was even crazier.
but th relieve teacher screwed it up for us. D:

sigh.
total conver overload right now.
got like, 7 ppl inside.
so i'm gonna go now. :D

alot of ppl says i shouldn;t feel guilty 'cause he also got say abt me.
so i'm not gonna be. :D