screwdriver. (L)

welcome

yo. ellaine!mae is here. yup, it's her blog. she likes GREEN, screwdrivers and her friends. (L)

meh.

scared.

i think i may be starting to fall for him.
AGAIN.
shoot, this sucks.
and wht if he likes me back ?
woah. i don't even want to think wht might happen.
I. AM. NOT. FANTASIZING.
i am merely listing out, in my head, th possible outcomes if tht were to happen.
like, a fling ?
a long-term, long-distance relationship ?
or nothing at all.
omg. this sucks.
ferseriously.
i'd rather we be best friends.
'cause in my views, a long-distance anything can easily fall apart.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I.
AM.
NOT.
IN.
LOVE.

DAMNIT, YOU !