welcome

yo. ellaine!mae is here. yup, it's her blog. she likes GREEN, screwdrivers and her friends. (L)



meh.

F&N.

we had F&N at IT lab again today.
and guess what ?
we had mass conver again. :D
summary:
Glen suck. :D
Benjamin suck. :D
Daryl suck. :D
Faith rocks. :D
I rock. :D
ShiYun is pissed with TooooooooooooooooooT. :D


i hate racists.
i hate being discriminated.
it might be for joking purposes,
but tht doesn't make a difference.
why do you all treat it so lightly ?
is it because you've been born here,
and all your life so far is spent living here ?

because, really.
you have no idea how i feel.
you weren't dragged here at a thinking age.
i felt left out, always. damnit.
is it because of my nationality ?
do you judge me just by tht ?
do you blame my fault because of tht ?
do you think i don't care abt hearing these stuff ?
do you think i'm not human ?
you know what ?

i cried.
i was hurt.
i tried not to cry in front of everyone.
but in th end, i ended up crying in th canteen.
are you gonna blame tht on my nationality too ?

i hate emo posts. :/
but i can't help it. :/

i'm tired. ):
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i'm in love with this song. (L)

A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best
I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you