I feel very sad. Even though I'm trying damn hard to cheer up for everyone around me. I know I can't call other people to cheer up when I can't even cheer up, myself. I feel very lonely. I don't know what to do anymore. Should I give up on everything? I seriously don't know what to do anymore. It's feels as if no one is supporting me anymore. With everything that's happening to me, I don't feel as if I have a bestfriend. Does that mean everything's over? Nothing can ever go back already? I'm sad, confused and hurt. I don't know what to do. Everyone's having their own problems so I don't want to burden them with mine. I know there are people supporting me, caring for me, concerning for me and trying to help me. But I can't feel them. I can't feel them anymore. I'm alone in my own world. I wanna be happy. Don't I deserve to be?

I feel very sad. Even though I'm trying damn hard to cheer up for everyone around me. I know I can't call other people to cheer up when I can't even cheer up, myself. I feel very lonely. I don't know what to do anymore. Should I give up on everything? I seriously don't know what to do anymore. It's feels as if no one is supporting me anymore. With everything that's happening to me, I don't feel as if I have a bestfriend. Does that mean everything's over? Nothing can ever go back already? I'm sad, confused and hurt. I don't know what to do. Everyone's having their own problems so I don't want to burden them with mine. I know there are people supporting me, caring for me, concerning for me and trying to help me. But I can't feel them. I can't feel them anymore. I'm alone in my own world. I wanna be happy. Don't I deserve to be?