yo. ellaine!mae is here. yup, it's her blog.
she likes GREEN, screwdrivers and her friends. (L)
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no worries.
well, i don't think i have to worry about questions like, "why are you so quiet?". tonight's phone call(s) will be full of complaints and an angry voice. he won't even notice that i'm quiet. meh.
a lot of people ask, why i still put up with you when i constantly complain about you. don't they know that they've already answered their question ? even though i know all these faults, i'm still friends with you. i enjoy the company in the night and the deaf ear that listens--NOT--to my complaints and problems. sure, i still get surprised when you show signs of concern. well.. you're a guy. i wouldn't expect that, especially from someone like you. but, recently, i don't know what's been happening. maybe i feel insecure or jealous ? sometimes i find myself wishing that we shouldn't be best friends. i find myself picturing a scene where everything crumbles and everything will be forgotten. just like every single time i get a 'best friend'. i kind of expect myself to lose you, as another one. maybe that's why i've been like this. you don't act like my best friend anymore. or maybe i'm being paranoid. but.. i feel lonely.
holy crap. i sound like a despo woman for a guy. please, i'm not. i just hate losing my friends. happened too much already. anyway, just to be clear, I DON'T LIKE HIM. get that blunt fact into your head.
speaking of that, i have an announcement to make ! i don't like anyone anymore ! meaning, i've finally moved on. when ? i didn't notice. but, i am now. too bad people won't believe me even if i tell them. think whatever you like, people. im'ma free of my feelings. (:
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no worries.
well, i don't think i have to worry about questions like, "why are you so quiet?". tonight's phone call(s) will be full of complaints and an angry voice. he won't even notice that i'm quiet. meh.
a lot of people ask, why i still put up with you when i constantly complain about you. don't they know that they've already answered their question ? even though i know all these faults, i'm still friends with you. i enjoy the company in the night and the deaf ear that listens--NOT--to my complaints and problems. sure, i still get surprised when you show signs of concern. well.. you're a guy. i wouldn't expect that, especially from someone like you. but, recently, i don't know what's been happening. maybe i feel insecure or jealous ? sometimes i find myself wishing that we shouldn't be best friends. i find myself picturing a scene where everything crumbles and everything will be forgotten. just like every single time i get a 'best friend'. i kind of expect myself to lose you, as another one. maybe that's why i've been like this. you don't act like my best friend anymore. or maybe i'm being paranoid. but.. i feel lonely.
holy crap. i sound like a despo woman for a guy. please, i'm not. i just hate losing my friends. happened too much already. anyway, just to be clear, I DON'T LIKE HIM. get that blunt fact into your head.
speaking of that, i have an announcement to make ! i don't like anyone anymore ! meaning, i've finally moved on. when ? i didn't notice. but, i am now. too bad people won't believe me even if i tell them. think whatever you like, people. im'ma free of my feelings. (:
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True Colours ♥
You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness there inside you
Makes you feel so small
But I see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
True colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Show me a smile then,
And don't be unhappy, can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I see your true colours
Shining through
I see your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
True colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Ohhhh
I can't remember
When I last saw you laugh
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there
And I see your true colours
Shining through
See your true colours
That's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours, true colours
Are beautiful like a rainbow
I see your True colours shining through
See your true colours
That’s why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colours
Your true colours are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Ohhhhhhh
Adopted Trees.
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